God, I have a lot of the dreams
I’m confused. Could I realize my dreams?
How about if I could not realize my dreams?
What if its disappointment comes to me? I’m afraid of disappointment.
The disappointments that I face every time. Then, when do I become to be happy? — my every time wishes to God.
He answered my wishes.
It takes time. You have to be more patient. Indeed, must I realize your wishes for the one time?
If you want me to realize your dreams in one night, you are greedy.
If you want me to realize your dreams at one time, they will run out instantly.
It would help you not to have a lot of suffering.
I want you to know about the struggle.
I want you to know about effort.
I want you to relish your effort happily and always remember your struggle to realize your dreams.
I want you to know about happiness.
I suppose you want your wishes to realize quickly. You will never know about the result.
I often notice you complaining about your life.
You have to enjoy your life; you will know about effort.
Everyone has a dream. Probably they have a lot of dreams that they want to realize it. Nonetheless, do you ever think that we can realize our dreams? I recognize that our dreams will not be successful in a good way, even when there are many retardments. Generally, there are a lot of failures, and it is possible to succeed, but it was not as a dream that you purposed before
I had a dream to continue my study in English Literature. Whereas for the first time in Senior High School, I never thought of continuing my studies in English Literature. I wanted to continue studying Japanese Literature because there are many job opportunities related to the Japanese language. Nevertheless, when I chose the Japanese language as my minor study from social science studies, I realized that I was dumb and did not know everything except Japanese culture. Besides, I chose the Japanese language, and I also chose English Literature.
Afterward, in my second year of senior high school, I chose English Literature because I knew I did not want to continue my suffering in the Japanese Language. Nonetheless, my teacher decided on Japanese Language studies because the quota for English Literature was full. It was okay, and I enjoyed it slowly, although I was dumb about the structure of Japanese Language words. On the contrary, I would like to talk about their cultures, such as how to make onigiri and Shodou. Hence, my school attended Japanese native speakers; most Japanese are handsome and beautiful.
My second dream was I wanted to continue my study at Brawijaya University and chose English Literature or Communication Science. For the first time, I wanted to continue my studies at Airlangga University. I never thought about continuing my study at UIN. However, the reality, I continued my study at UIN. I was never thinking and wondering if I would be continuing my study at UIN before.
From two of my dream, I realized if we planned everything as well as our expectation. Not all of our dreams will be successful as our wishes. We only can afford our dream, but we cannot decide it. Solely God could decide whether to recognize our dreams or not. It could be your dreams is not good and might be the best decision from God for a better future instead of our plans.
Moreover, how about my dream? Does my dream bring into reality? I would say yes! A lot of my dream come true. I wrote my dream in a post-it or diary. Slowly, some of my dreams became true — I realized if we bring out our dream into reality, it takes time and needs some hard work and smart work.
When I was in Senior High School previously, I wanted to continue my study in English Literature at Airlangga University. My dream became true to continue studying English Literature, not at Airlangga University or Brawijaya University but at UIN. Did I feel disappointed? Yes, I did. Nevertheless, I decided to continue my study at UIN because I like the environment for studying is good even though UIN is well known as Islamic Boarding University because of the obligation to stay in Mahad for a year.
In addition, my second dream is to graduate from my university in 2022. Now, my dream has come true. I will graduate after three weeks from my birthday. God is good — some quotes I always remember, although sometimes I feel disappointed. He could give many surprises that were unexpected for me. It might not be my birthday, but the ordinary graduation ceremony.
My third dream is to work before graduating from my university. It becomes true even though, as a freelancer but it is pleasant. One of my mistakes was that I did not write my dream in detail. Nonetheless, I still like my work hour flexible and life balance as a worker.
I realized if we have a dream, we can write the plan. Do you know it can become to reality? Mostly, they said it because of the effects of LOA (Law of Attraction), but it is not about LOA because it is the result of our struggle. I’m writing my dream on a post-it and a diary. It impacts us. The impact is we will be visualized and saved in our subconscious. After we write our dreams implicitly, we will think about how to realize them. Afterward, we attempt to realize our dreams but remember that we must keep calm and let them flow dream. You do not have to work hard until you feel stressed.
If your dream does not come true, it means your dreams are not suitable for you, or God gives you a better place or position for yourself. Although sometimes it is hard to accept, someday you will realize and say the one thing you never realize:
“It is the good one. Might be in the place that I wished for is not good for me,”
Sometimes, I feel disappointed, but it is reasonable if we feel disappointed. Accepting and leading is the best decision to keep alive. Moreover, we have to fight for our dreams. Humans are a dreamer; they rightly realize their dream.
So, if you have a dream, write your dreams in a diary or post-it.
“I brave to write my dreams who knows in the middle of my life one by one of my dreams will become true,” — Didiet Maulana.
